memulainya sangat indah..

tapi mengakhirinya begitu menyakitkan...

nothing special...

the end

you come up with a sad face.and visibly angry and emotional

why there was never any intention that both come with a sincere apology from the heart?

why do you look innocent?..

I was disgusted to see you.

did not realize that you hurt me???

I was sorry to have known you

you are a former player..

and I dont know that until recently...

but yeah never mind.. all I have ended..

bye-bye..

see you..

saaaaaakiiiiitttt

seringnya disakiti bukan menyakiti...

but Today is the end of a story...

there would be no more stories ...

waiting for new people who will be present in the heart ..

one thing I believe is God must give the best for me..

I am tired with this game.

I seriously want to live it...

welcome new people...

nonton PARAMORE in jakarta 190811

band terfavorit hadir...

dan nonton dong pastinyaaa.. :)

seruuuu....

di tambah teman-teman yang asik dan satu perjuangan dalam bisnis ikut menghadiri dan berpartisipasi juga dalam berbisnis disana.. wow... its so amazing...

paramore the best...!!!!!!

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happy yippiiii with ANGGA, SHERLIN, UWIE, FADIL, JODI...

the best partner i ever had....

love you all.. :)

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jalan-jalan ke batu karas asiikk buanget deh.. hiiiihihii

kenang2an bersama para pekerja dari indosat, dan saya bersama sherlin di undang untuk hadir ..

senangnyaaa...

menikmati keindahan alam disana .. dan ikut juga merasakan tantangan BODY REFTING yaitu berenang di air sungai yang mengalir sepanjang 4km.. huh cukup menghabiskan waktu banyak juga.. ya kurang lebih 4jam.. hmmm lama juga yaa..

tapi karena begitu seru sekali jadinya tidak terlalu takut untuk mengikuti tantangan ini..

hmmmm jadi pengen lagi

...

dan tak terlewat pula kita merasakan BANANA BOAT.. wiihhh seru dan capeeee...

tapi seruuu...

thx to : teman-teman dari indosat

abah, edwin, nabil, fajar, dll...

SWIDEH

Apa yang kita alami demi teman kadang-kadang melelahkan dan menjengkelkan, tetapi itulah yang membuat persahabatan mempunyai nilai yang indah..

Persahabatan diwarnai dengan berbagai pengalaman suka dan duka, dihibur-disakiti, diperhatikan-dikecewakan, didengar-diabaikan, dibantu-ditolak, namun semua ini tidak pernah sengaja dilakukan dengan tujuan kebencian..

Proses dari teman menjadi sahabat membutuhkan usaha pemeliharaan dari kesetiaan, tetapi bukan pada saat kita membutuhkan bantuan barulah kita memiliki motivasi mencari perhatian, pertolongan dan pernyataaan kasih dari orang lain, tetapi justru ia berinisiatif memberikan dan mewujudkan apa yang dibutuhkan oleh sahabatnya...

thankyou so much SHERLIN, OLLA, UWIE.. telah menjadi orang yang sangat berarti dalam menjalani hidup ini.. mudah2an kita langgeng sampe kakek-nenek.. AMIN..

love you Swideh..
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brave my heart

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

song lyrics: nina

This is the lyrics that made ​​me brave in my solitude..

no longer feel inferior,

and no longer feel inferior because of abandoned lovers who are only therebecause the third person among us ....

just trust and believe that all humans are created in pairs..not live in solitude!!!

keep smiling, because the time will come when I get the best from all I've ever felt... :)

the funniest thing with you

remembering always, gatci always call me like CINTA LAURA..

whether similar?

hahahha.. OMG..

but this is very funny.. hahahahahhahhhahhah.....

but i always equate you with gilbert marciano.. hahahahha

This is so funny.... haahhaah

remember it all very beautiful..

wkwkwkwkwkwkwkkwk....

but somehow when else can repeat these memories..

although this is just a mere joke,

but now it is like to be repeated again, although it sounds redundant or lebay butalways remember to laugh ..

hahahahhhahaahhaahhaahahahhaahahahahahhaaah......

thx.. gatci

15 agustus 2011 - new

beginning of this song :
(2) gatra-jauh mimpiku.mp3

a lot of talking, many jokes, from a to z...

began to drop off and pick up,like a personal driver.. hahaha.. but everything is so beautifully interwoven :)

but remember the day August 17,during the fasting month, he invited me to attend the meal on the road (SOTR)

the first time he held my hand on his red motorcycle ninja,That's the moments that made ​​me semeriwing..hahha.. i like that..

as it passes through the broken road, he holds my feet so as not to fall from the motor.. uuhh I really like this moment

after coming home from the show, he's staying at my boarding place,, asleep in curiosity,

but then I was ill,,and he told me "Just hug me so that your pain is divided into two..hear those words, I immediately turned hug..OMG...He kissed my lips and from that point we no longer remember to sleep..

until I fell asleep in his arms,later in the morning, he woke me by calling "babe I've got to go home"..

incident is remembered in my mind..awesome..

and the afternoon he went back to my place to bring food for me..after that we went for a walk..

and we start our anniversary at the time.. it's so awesome..

Our relationship goes two weeks off due to problems he is so complicated..and he must return to Jakarta to celebrate Eid in our relationship that has been broken..even before we had a big fight because he felt pressured by his girlfriend..

turns out I was the second.. zzzzzzzzz...

but although we are far away but we did not lose contact..10 days we did not meet,

after he came back, he found time to come to my place I hugged her, I miss him very much but I know that we are not lovers anymore..but I was surprised to hear him say "hug me, and never any thing that is different from us"..

when I immediately hugged her tightly and long to take it off..and that's when we start again to continue our relationship.. he took me for a walks together and lunch at punclut..how happy I feel..mmmmmm

after two days of walking, we got a bigger problem again in the end our relationship is known by his girlfriend.. and our relationship started to break threatened.. and i don't know what to do..this is very disturbing my mind..I was already to cherish and love him.

Should I remove the people who cared for the second time? ohh no no no

but this is probably the most prudent path shall I take..

I have to return him to his woman's arms.. :(

I must be willing and sincere..though I cried unbearable ..

and I give this song for him..lyrics of this song really represents my feelings to him..

Two Triple O - Finally - 01 - Semakinku gENx_PLus.mp3

thx u so much.. gatra..

although this will only be a memory course..

but thankyou so much for all what you have done for me..

I write this with tears..

love and hug you tight..